Cluttered minds create cluttered houses. Cluttered houses create clutter spiritual lives. Cluttered spiritual lives create me going absolutley insane. Due to some recent events that have and are starting to come to pass... this goes back to te post where I couldnt say anything about it...well, I still cant say anything much.
However its got me so overwhelmed, that even when I list out my to do's, it gets tossed in with the clutter. I have alot of to do's and you-sure-as-heck-better-get-that-done's, and quite frankly I dont know where to start. This includes the to do lists at work. When I get stressed, I freeze and just want to sleep and therefore nothing gets done. Dang clutter.
So my mind is one big cluttered to do list. Within the past week, my house is covered in laundry piles, papers and boxes I was going through from our last move. My spiritual life includes church and a nightly prayer with hubby and nothing else. I keep telling myself I need to just take an hour and sit down and itemize things priority down to can wait half a year to do. But I havent found that hour because Im too dang stressed-lazy to do it. Its quite overwhelming. Not to mention my mother-in-law just gave me 5 million invoices to enter by..oh... December? Sooner? Could we not go with the original schedule of giving me one week at a time so I dont have to spend 6 hours a night entering invoices? O well. I love her to bits and will make sure her accounts are finished by the time they need to be.
Ok, so on a better note to end this post... there is nothing more heartwarming than being at a football game, standing up for the national anthem, and hearing 32,000 people sing it in unison. Perhaps there still is hope for America.
