Today began as day 2 of no motivation. I need to start going to sleep earlier..I think last night I went to bed at about 11 but slept so deep that waking up was like waking the dead. I was a zombie again this morning and didnt get anything done. But I just dont feel like doing anything. Dont get me wrong, I am getting things accomplished, just not as quickly as I had hoped.
Some days I wish I had an office where I could shut my door and work on things. I have larger projects that I work on, but I have a billion other responsibilities as well which always interfere with what I am working on. One day when the company gets more revenue coming in they will hire a receptionist/front desk person and I will get an office and be able to focus on the books.
We got our tax return back...I am so proud of myself..2nd year in a row that I have gotten our taxes filed well before March is over. I love having the money back because we now have the start of a savings account, although it is a little tough to not pull out $100 to go spend on 3 pairs of shoes...Target actually has a pair of shoes that I love and I want one in every color. But....I have a feeling that wont be happening. I like having the money in savings.
I am tired. Only 2 more hours to go...I feel very unproductive today. And its horrible...having my heater on makes it too hot and turning it off makes me too cold.
I have the night off tonight...the venue where we rehearse normally is being taken up by some other function so we had to move venues and the company decided to switch what we were rehearsing. I foresee a Mama-Date tonight.. Peepers and I have Mama-Dates so we can get some one on one time. Usually in ends up being a trip to McDonalds for "fry-fry's, chickees and chockit meeeyouk". (translation: french fries, chicken nuggets and chocolate milk) or going to Target and getting "foo-naks" (fruit snacks) and mom doing some shopping. Or we just go to Winco and go grocery shopping. As long as we are spending time together. I love those dates. Tonight I do need to go to Target for some things and Peepers needs a haircut.
I want to move to Europe. The longing has been nagging me again. My travel bug is back again and it kills me that we cant just up and go. I miss being able to just sit at a cafe all day long and not do anything..I miss really good food...street performers...80 degree Mediterranean sea...public transportation that actually works...did i mention the food? Also I would like to be able to speak French full time again. I still keep in touch with my friends over there, but it is different typing a facebook message to them in French than actually being there. I miss Paris immensely.
Ok well here is to hoping that the next hour and a half goes by quickly!
