Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Brain Cells wherefore art thou? Please forgive me if this doesnt make any sense


I had an ingenious post in my head all day at work today. I kept mulling it over and re-writing it and lo and behold the second I got it perfect my pregnancy brain decided I didnt need it anymore and I really cant remember what in the world I was originally going to say. They say a pregnant womans brain actually shrinks in size during the 9 months (for whatever reason) and I believe it. The second you start growing a little human, all brain cells get transferred to your uterus, thus leaving me a complete and blithering retard.

I think it had something to do with faith, our topic to speak on in  a few weeks at church, and it did go along very well with the politics currently talking place at my work which is less that fun. More like migraine-inspiring. (the politics, not faith) But... since I have no brain cells..... its not affecting me that bad. So far the worst that has been happening is me forgetting things all over the place. Today I even locked my keys in my closet and had to go hunt for someone with a key to that door.

I started working out again since I started back in the work force. I feel pretty good. I am definetly happy I started again. Maybe getting some blood going back into my head will nourish whats left of the the little gray matter I have and make me a little less of an idiot. I really cant think right now, I'll write tomorrow.



Saturday, March 28, 2009

Sailing kicks your patukah.

So. Sore. And. Tired. Cant. Move...Sailing really takes a lot out of you, especially when its cold and its an all day thing. Its a ton of fun, but when you finally get home and sit down its like someone just took the batteries out of your back. Energizer no more. We had a good time. Went out on a  last minute race, which was postponed, which was then cancelled. So all 60-some odd boats went back to thier slips, however we stayed out. Had the race waited another 30 minutes, we would have been fine because the wind picked up. We were out for 6 hours doing 9 knots. Thats pretty dang good. Im just ready for bed.

My "round ligaments" as they call them, are hurting like mad now though. Its not excruciating or anything like period cramps, its just sharp little stabbing pains that feel like they are 3-5 inches long and throbbing really really slowly. More irritating than anything else, but necessary for uterine and baby growth so I try to enjoy them. (although im not sure enjoy is the right word for that.)

I still feel like Im on the boat. Sitting down, I feel like I am rocking back and forth. Which means getting to sleep tonight is going to take for bloody ever. Still have to work on my talk for church that is coming up in a few weeks. Right now Ive got a jumbled mess of notes. Im sure I will pull through, I am just hoping I can articulate and speak slow enough to take up a half hour or more since hubs only wants to do 15 min of his half hour. Im sure I can come up with something good. 

Went shopping today. Actually, I should say I was forced to go shopping today. Baby Morris is now forcing me out of my normal clothes and into bigger sizes. Im not maternity just yet, but was able to find  a pair of jeans that look alright I guess and a dress that I think is actually rather flattering on my new-larger body. (Id say figure, but im not sure I have one anymore.) I am also pleased to know that the maxi dress is coming back into style. I tried one on and ooooohhhh the comfort!! It was such a soft jersey knit... I have to wait to get it just cuz its $25, but I can wait. Perhaps since they are coming into style this season I can find a little more modest one that I dont have to wear a jacket over or a shirt under. We'll see. So far the most comfy thing ever is sweats and a sweatshirt. However, I am refusing to turn into a shlumpadinka as Oprah so fittingly calls it. 

Still weighing the going blonde option... cant decide. I was a very nice shade of blonde for many years, then went back to my natural brown and some variations of it. The only thing that I didnt like about being blonde was the constant root upkeep (my hair grows freakin fast even not being prego) and no one takes you seriously. Ever. Oh and the blonde jokes? Dont start me on that one. Although when I had black hair, I couldnt get away from the Elvira jokes. I cant win. 

Holy crap Im so ready to hit the hay. Or rather, my cozy bed in front of the fireplace in my Chateau in the Swiss Alps during a storm. Thats my "meditation" I do to be able to relax and make my bed as comfortable as possible. Pretending I am in the most comfortable bed ever is very relaxing. And it definetly helps that Ive got a nuclear reactor for a husband right next to me to perhaps simulate how warm it would be if I did indeed have a fireplace. 

Had a taco bell fit tonight... tried a new thing from them that ive never had... the super crunch something or other.... very good. not big enough, but very good. I think I am over my taco bell craving stage though... just not feeling it anymore. I wish I could crave broccoli or something. 

Ow. Ligaments. Ow. Alright, Im closing up shop for the night. Hope you all had a wonderful day. 



Thursday, March 26, 2009

When boredom reigns

Lace or Ribbon

Mountain or Beach

Reading or Writing--can't decide!

Cookie or Cake

Baked or Mashed Potato

Side or Back

Shrimp or Steak - cant have one w/o the other!!

Scrambled or Fried - ick. neither while prego

Orange or Apple

Spring or Fall

Roller Skating or Bowling

DVD or Theater movies

Wood or Glass

Blue or Green

Chocolate or Vanilla

Quilt or Knit

Early Morning or Late Night

Coffee or Tea--

Watermelon or Strawberry

Lunch or Dinner

Cold Cereal or Oatmeal

Song or Dance

Carpet or Hardwood Floor

Red or Pink

Cat or Dog

Pretzels or Chips

Iced Tea or Lemonade - cant decide

Non-Fiction or Fiction

Rose or Daisy

Sunrise or Sunset

Comb or Brush

Pottery or Basket

Bracelet or Necklace

Pen or Pencil

Couch or Chair

Country or Victorian

Farm or ranch - either would be nice

Braid or Ponytail - ha. ive never had enough hair for a braid

Cash or Check

Chocolate Bar or Jelly Bean

Coke or Pepsi

Hot Dog or Cheeseburger - Hot dog only from costco, cheeseburger only from mc d's

Blinds or Curtains

Dress or Pants

Sun or Moon

Adventure or Comedy

Cloud or Star

Lake or River

Half Full or Half Empty

Truck or Car

Bath or Shower

Clothesline or Clothes Dryer

New or Second Hand

Gum or Lifesaver

Email or Handwritten

July or October

Barefoot or Shoes

Random thoughts

Any one know of any good buscuit recipes? Ya know, the kind that turn out like Pillsbury flaky ones? I got close tonight... but they didnt rise as well as I wanted them too. Any input would be good... perhaps your mom knows Cece??? They did turn out pretty though, I was going to take a pic, but then I got caught up in turning the salmon so I put the buscuits back in the oven to keep warm and they got too brown on the top. Still tasted ok.

Its been an uneventful day today, which is nice. Wasnt feelin so hot this morning, but Im doing better now and even after dinner craving a BLT and popcorn. OH!! and I found this popcorn stuff that you shake on and it tastes exactly like movie theater popcorn!! It even turns them yellow. Its probably horrendously unhealthy, but ooooohhhh soooo gooood!!!

We have to speak in church in a month, Im already preparing. The topic is Faith. Just Faith. Ive got so many scribbles and notes on so many random peices of paper now... Ive just got to put it in an order that makes sense and then get scriptures that correspond to main points. I kinda enjoy this, it reminds me of English class. 

So far work has been going well, yesterday the owners were coming in for a walk through so we all were bustin butt to get the place even more immaculate than it already is. HARD WORK. All the public areas are done every day anyways, some days I feel like Im just dusting toilets. But I suppose it is nice that this old folks home is immaculate and I dare say pretty close to germ free. Except the staff room. Apparently no one cares in there. 

Not a whole lot to report on at the moment... oh Im getting a calling in our church on Sunday... Looks like we'll be moving again... I say that jokingly only because every calling we have had we have ended up moving 2 weeks into it. Anywho, I forgot what the title is but I will be working with the 8-10 year old girls on Wed. nights. Its like a youth group for that age. No clue what I will be doing, but Im sure it wont be too bad. 

So far I have one dress and 2 skirts that fit me. Poo. Getting dressed for church is getting frusterating. I dont really like the way I look in anything at the moment anyways... Actually its all I can do to avoid the mirror right now. Perhaps it wont be as bad when I actually have the full-on belly. Right now even though I am showing a little, I still just look big and my pride and joy of a waist is almost gone.

Well thats all from the homefront for right now... 


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Oh, and while I was away....

Got our 11 week ultrasound. The little bean was bouncing around so much! 












Im Back!!!

We finally got a router!! I am back to the land of the living finally.  So to catch up.... Ive been working full time at a luxury old folks home, get this....$9500 a month for the best rooms. Im not kidding when I say luxury. So far being pregnant and working hasnt been too bad, Im not that big yet. 

I am at the end of 12 weeks pregnant, I am starting to show a bit!! Exciting. We find out what it is for sure in 4 weeks. I am still pretty sure its a girl, but I could be suprised. We havent bought anything yet for good reason, and its killing me! Especially going to walmart and seeing all the cute little easter dresses  out there. 

I am finally over being sick. I caught that miserable crud that is going around. And, wonderfully enough, I am pregnant and not allowed any medication in the 1st trimester. I got through it, although Im still coughing a bit.

Went and saw Watchmen last week... dont see it and by all means dont take your kids. It is nothing short of pornographic. Im appalled. I keep joking that if God doesnt wipe out Hollywood anytime soon, he will have to apologize to Sodom and Gommorrah. 

I am so excited  to catch up on the blogs I read!! Ive missed alot. Be back tomorrow on my normal blogging schedule.



Thursday, March 12, 2009

i havent died. really.

our router got fried so we have one computer which just so happens to be hubs' computer. so therefore i will write when i can. 


Sunday, March 8, 2009

Insult to injury

In addition to my last post... add pinkeye to both eyes as well. Ive got eyedrops for that though.

Otherwise, Im not allowed any medication since Im only 10 1/2  weeks along. 

I am feeling better, but still. 

Friday, March 6, 2009

Holy sick!!!

Tip #1: Dont get sick while pregnant!!  

I am up, yet again, (this is day 3) at 5am trying to soothe this stupid cough with the umpteenth cup of honey lemon tea. I caught what is going around, and in normal circumstances, I'd be taking it fine because I would have gallons of Nyquil at my disposal. 

But since I am pregnant and have to take the "au natural" approach, I am on day 3, now with laryngitis and a cough that is so horrendous, hubs is now taking day 3 off from work because even with me in a different room he still hasnt gotten any sleep for 3 nights.

The poor dear ran to the store last night at 1am for me after I had a break down. You know how hard it is to cry when your throat is closed up???  So I am out here after another coughing fit, hoping the honey will do something amazing this time, and hoping hubs can get some rest while I am being soothed. 

My boss even called ME to tell me to take Friday off as well. I dont think I will make it to the BBQ tonight, or sailing Sunday, but that is fine with me, only if I can sleep. I dont have a freakin voice anyways. 

Any one have any ideas for me? Aside from jumping off a cliff???


Monday, March 2, 2009

One of my favorite Psalms

I love this Psalm, it has kept me going time and time again.


Psalm 61

Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer.

 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

 For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy.

 I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.

 For thou, O God, hast heard my vows: thou hast given me the heritage of those that fear thy name.

 Thou wilt prolong the king's life: and his years as many generations.

 He shall abide before God for ever: O prepare mercy and truth, which may preserve him.

 So will I sing praise unto thy name for ever, that I may daily perform my vows.