How many times can I say "frustrated" in one post...

Im frustrated. Very frustrated. A situation has arisen that I want to take advantage of but there is a large chunk of my day standing in my way. which means I will have to forfiet teaching on of MY ballet classes to a teacher that is a great performer... but hardly a teacher. im so dam frustrated. I am trying to get the scheduler to try to work in somehting... but im also in school and have a family so i had to cut my hours way back from the theater and so now im limited on what i can teach. how freakin frusterating.

i know that htere are some changes in the air...and i know that i need to be patient and trust the Lord. I do wholeheartedly, but I just get so frustrated sometimes because I keep thinking I know what but I know that the Lord knows even better.

I am currently working on being content and trying not to be jealous and trying just in general not to stuff so much away that I explode. And to have enough grace to smile and nod and get through it. God help me.

random again

In recent news - I just passed my 1st accounting exam with 100%!!! Ive got many more to go before the final certification and the national test...but im taking my victories where I can :)

My inlaws are here - good to see them - we have a full house... but thankfully our EBT kicked in the day they got here - so I am praising the Lord and my guides and the universe and stuff for the monetary help :)

I am really really praying hard for a new opportunity to arise... I know it will show up at the right time...but I hate playing the waiting game. But I know that with faith that we will be fine.

This day is flying. I cant believe it is almost lunch time. I got our finances finally in QB and thankfully it looks like we've been better at not spending money since july..wish i could have said the same for the rest of the year... but oh well.. live and learn and move forward.

had the best dream of living in paris... i miss france so much. i wish it werent so far away. i was alwyas jealous of all my friends there that the rest of europe was so close and so cheap to travel to. i wsh zac would agree to trying to move there.. but he wont. he is hell bent on alaska..and im ok with that too...although im pretty sure you cant get crepes and gateaux in petersburg...plus france is so far awya from family.

Im tired. i thoguht i slept well.. apparently not.

i could have stayed in bed all day and savored my dream... instead i got up a little later than i intended and had to wolf down my breakfast in 2 minutes and go to work.

ok - thats all the randomness for now - and yes... i know my spelling is sloppy..