Lazy Tuesday???

My days really fly now. I dont have any sense of time anymore. I bought a calendar but if it werent for my computer telling me what day it was I'd be screwed. January cant come soon enough. I start bringing in an income again. Some days I wonder what it would be like to be priveleged. Like Paris Hilton or Ivanka Trump. What do they worry about? What designer handbag goes with the designer shoes they're wearing? I'm sure they dont worry about where the next truck payment is going to come from, or how to budget so you still have gas money to get to the grocery store. I've always wondered why I wasnt born into that kind of life. Perhaps it was to keep me humble? Hmmm... well, looks like I'll have to make my own life of priveliedge. Etsy here I come!

What age do kids stop taking naps? Pierce is getting harder and harder to put down for a nap. It doesnt help that Zac had to use the bathroom really bad - which requires one to walk through Pierces bedroom (aka laundry room) - only 20 minutes after I put him down. So we got him up for a bit and gave him some green olives and put him back down - I can still hear him.

I'm speculating on whether or not I'm prego right now... I dont have any of the signs I remember, but my top half is excessivly sore. Maybe just a horrible PMS symptom. Were not trying right now, but if I were to be prego we'd welcome it.

Ever have anxiety about something that needs to be done? So much so that you freeze and dont do it? This is something that I am trying to overcome. I have a very important thing to do, but I cant un-freeze to do it. I dont know why. And it's just a phone call away. I just can't do it. Any ideas?

Was finally going to be able to get to church las Sunday - got sick instead. I got pounded with a head cold. I'm starting to feel better but still not 100%.

We started trying out the Eat Right for Your Blood Type Diet - oh I feel so good!!! I'm Type O therefore I flourish on meat and seafood. Type O is the most common in the world - its no wonder the Atkins and South Beach Diet worked so well for most of America, they are high protien low carb diets which is perfect for Type O's. And I'll bet you anything that it was the Type A people who were the ones touting it. They are the ones who can't digest meat at all - therefore it wouldnt work. If you get a chance to read that book I highly reccomend it!!! I've known about it for awhile, I just never tried it. Already have lost weight.

I feel like I'm missing something by not going to work. It feels like I'm lazing my days away and not providing any use of myself. I know that will change come January, but for now I feel jsut about useless. I get coming down off of amost 10 years of 8-5 workdays plus commute is like having cigarette withdrawals. (i'm guessing, Ive never had cigarette withdrawals.)

I want to take naps but I cant- I cant relax fully yet so I end up just laying there contemplating life and getting myself in a horrible mood.

I've really got to start getting to choreographing - I started but my stupid headcold is inhibiting me from doing any sudden movements. I think by tomorrow I will be ok. I need an office. I just need a room that is my space wehre I can get business done with no interruptions. Right now my office is in our loft which is serving as our bedroom while the weather is freezing. The loft also happens to look over the living room and kitchen so there is no privacy and no quiet. I'd use the other bedroom aside from the fact that it averages about 10 degrees warmer that whatever it is outside. So roughly 22-40 degrees fahrenheit. I suppose I will suffer the noise.

Had our ward Christmas party last Friday - was one of the nicest I've been to. Thankfully the RS pres. is one of my friends and has very good taste so it was a classy and elegant event. No "potluck-ishness" about it and we didnt have to sing the 12 days of Christmas while acting out each day looking like retards. I hated that. That kind of stuff is not fun for me... so dont ask me to do it. Unless you get me reaaaaaaallly drunk.

Well so far thats it for today, I'm moopy and anxious and just really dont know what to do with myself.