I have no title for this one..

No matter how hard I try to think about it....I never seem to be able to come up with anything clever for my blog. All my crap is just so random - like a diary entry..not that it is bad...but whatever. Ive been forced to be so left-brained and logical for so long now I think I forgot how to be creative. I also have been putting everything else first and leaving myself last that I am scared that if I try to go back to my normal right-brained self that I wont find me anymore...I will test this theory in the 2 weeks the boys are gone.

I wish I could do something clever like The Pioneer Woman - aside from dancing she has my dream job. I also am a little scared about one of my jobs. We are growing and we are going to be having some really good guest teachers come teach and do sessions...Im scared that my students are going to like them better and I will lose respect in the classroom..or hear "thats not the way so-and-so does it"... I know I probably shouldnt be worried, but I am. I love this job and I love my students...I guess I just feel like I might be mentally replaced in their heads. We'll see what happens. I know it is a great thing for the kids to be able to experience different peoples teaching styles - that is how you grow to be the best at what you do - but at the same time I still fee like a foster mom to most of these kids..

I came home yesterday to a large hand drawn card, a box of ghiradelli chocolates and 7 jane austen novels from Z. I have such a great husband! We dont celebrate Valentines Day, and our anniversary is on the 21st, but he is leaving to Idaho on the 15th, so he got me an anniversary gift. Which is weird because we dont give eachother gifts. And he says he is not done...but wont tell me what the next thing is or when I will get it. All he will tell me is that it is something I already have and I am naked without. Great hints honey....

I cant beleive today is Thursday already! This week has flown by. I've felt marginally miserable all week, getting better as the week comes to a close. It has been a productive week - we had a great rehearsal on Tuesday and I've gotten a lot done at work.

I just looked at the time and I have to go to lunch now... see ya!