It is helping me get through the day anyways...I am still quite frustrated with my situation, now for more than one reason...but I know that God has something in the works and I just have to be patient.
I know I shouldnt be complaining, but I am human after all and I just cant stuff my emotions away. I know God is with me and working away... but I cant help but feel disgruntled at the same time.
Zac is out of town this week...we had a family friend pass away last week, so he went down to the funeral. . So this week it is me, Peepers and my sister who is babysitting while Im being frustrated at work. I miss my husband. I need a hug! Plus the house is just too quiet without him. AND he gets to play with about 14 baby kitties!! SO NOT FAIR :)
I want a kitten so bad... I wish he could mail two of them up here lol. Plus they are great company. I really miss Stinky.. but I know he is much happier on the ranch. I just feel discouraged, disgruntled, frustrated and I just want my husband to hold me. >P
On a good note, however, and I cant say too much right now...but an opportunity has made itself known today and I am going to pounce on it and see where it gets me. Hopefully it will get me out of these current feelings.
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