Lord, help me through this day.

It is definitely not a bad day... i just still feel defeated. And I am unsure how to stop feeling it. Its like once I feel this way then my motivation goes kaput. I keep getting told that one of my strengths is resiliency. Does it count if you are faking it? I have learned over the years that in the workplace one must smile and nod to keep their job... and now what used to be called acting is now called being "resilient". I think it needs to start raining. My disposition always improves when the weather turns.